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Post  BlastedS on Thu May 29, 2008 9:19 pm

I wanted to give this a name, but I couldn't make one up...

Well, where to start.. A lot has happened this year, and it did affect my life a lot... I mean it affected my school, and grades, relationships with friends, parents, Rachel, evreyone around me basically.. It's hard to see something good in all the bad. But still I am focussed on a goal I found, the goal that makes me see the good in life, makes me see what I can accomplish..

Ofcourse people get hurt, and I would like to see evreyone happy. But not evreyone will be happy if we keep hurting each other. Some people just simply don't understand how important a sentence like: "I love you" can be. We have to stop hiding our feelings, stop hiding the truth.

I am not always right, I wanna be always right, but I can't be. I threw away a lot in my life, I gave up, but now I just want to keep fighting for my goal, we can't become happy, we have to be happy, and make the best out of evreything to be happy. It is so easy to sit in a corner and cry about how bad your life is, thats good sometimes, but eventually we have to get up, and start working to make things better again.

With my goal, I want to also make other people happy, and show others things they don't know yet, about each other.. see the first impression is important, because thats what we remember, if we fuck up the first impression, a lot of people dont give you a second, third or maybe a fourth chance.

Don't judge before you know someone, because that someone might have a very good reason to act the way he or she does, because most of the time people don't shout their personal life out to the world.

~ Marv

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More and more changes...

Post  BlastedS on Sun Jun 01, 2008 1:50 pm

I have thought a lot lately, thought about things in my life, things I wanted to change, things I wanted to keep as they where. Basically evreything I wanted to keep as it was has changed and evreything I wanted to change has stayed the way it was...

My break up with Rachel was and is still hard for me, simply because I always found it hard to let go.. But in the end, I learned a lot from her, and I will never forget her, she is a valuable friend. Now it is time for me to pick up my life in a positive way, and find more than one goal so I won't be relying on one thing in my life. I need to heal open wounds, also if a scar will always stay, I have to make up with friends who I have neglected, and I feel like I have let the guild down too. I should have never let a girl get between our friendship, I should have been able to combine things but I will always look for other ways to say, that I love you all anyway.

My school isn't doing very good either, I drink too much to forget about things, that I am usually not able to do something usefull for school on my free days as I have a huge hangover then. I need to controll myself, but as we all know, if you can get something easy, and it makes you feel better, then why not use it.

I know I think a lot, maybe too much about things, and I'm the drama king of Kamisama, but somehow, typing this, makes me feel better.. Just to be able to.. tell it to someone.

I'm sorry for who I was, and how I'v changed, and I will try evreything to be myself again, but at this point I don't know who I am, so I can't be myself. I gotta try a little more, I'm an asshole, but I'm learning..

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Post  Whillikers on Thu Oct 02, 2008 8:06 pm

Am I meant to post here?

I am anyway, and sorry for adding silly things to a serious topic but.....

I think you meant drama queen up there!

hehe, zing!

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Post  BlastedS on Sun Oct 05, 2008 2:01 am

lolz its old, I outha delete it... it was a difficult time back than, with rachel and all...

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Re: Here is my blog...

Post  Whillikers on Sun Oct 05, 2008 2:57 pm

You don't havta!

You can always look back at this and remember how people helped you through the hard times!

Then use that glimmer of hope deep down in your heart to rise to all the challenges you come across in life!

I just made myself cry! Razz

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Post  BlastedS on Sun Oct 05, 2008 6:23 pm

lol xD Cry baby cry xDDDD nah just jkin, its good to let it go sometimes eh Wink

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Post  Kamatari on Mon Oct 06, 2008 4:21 pm

Whillikers wrote:You don't havta!

You can always look back at this and remember how people helped you through the hard times!

Then use that glimmer of hope deep down in your heart to rise to all the challenges you come across in life!

I just made myself cry! Razz

That was so beautiful... *sobs*

I'm glad you are trying to change yourself! If you ever feel that you need to tell us stuff, we will all listen. I promise.
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Post  BlastedS on Tue Oct 07, 2008 12:23 am

I know Jen, I know Smile

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Post  Solent on Tue Oct 07, 2008 12:15 pm

BlastedS wrote:I know Jen, I know Smile

That'll do pig, that'll do.
(from babe)

haha sorry but that was screaming out at me (just an off the spur comment and in no way related to you jen!). But yea we all know we can fully trust each other which is why this guild is so awesome, i don't know any other guild out there that can boast the freindships that we have!

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Post  Kamatari on Tue Oct 07, 2008 3:48 pm

Solent wrote:
That'll do pig, that'll do.
(from babe)

That'll do donkey, that'll do.
(from Shrek)

Marv~ You better know!!!

Rob~ Even if you were relating that to me, which would be worse? Calling me a pig or calling me a donkey?

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Post  Whillikers on Wed Oct 08, 2008 1:09 am

There is a raspberry bush growing in Marv's lower intestines..............

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Post  Whillikers on Wed Oct 08, 2008 1:10 am

Ok WTF did I just say/

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Post  Kamatari on Wed Oct 08, 2008 1:27 am

Apparently it was:

Whillikers wrote:There is a raspberry bush growing in Marv's lower intestines..............
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Post  BlastedS on Wed Oct 08, 2008 10:18 am

How you found that out :O ?!?

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